sob... i want to grow tall.. i really want to... sob... how to grow tall... sob.. next time if i am not going to come down unless i am given height and looks plus brains and talents plus wealth..hehe i am kinda greedy..=p ... now such sad case... oh my.. dance in tianjin is going to be ahhhhhhhh( harrowing experience... pray it will be ok..)..... finish watching all the dramas and anime... feel a sense of loss.. BUT its time to start work... bahk shah!!!! AJA!!!! yes.. i must start being hardworking... ahh...





hmm... during examinations i always feel like one is being torn apart ( or should i say shred apart?) yet.. ( when i am not bias = when i am having holidays) careful thoughts put examinations to be the exact opposite.. instead of being a shredder machine that tears one apart.. it is more likely a process to combine what was a scattered jigsaw puzzle to a clearer whole picture.. no doubt the effort to piece this pieces of jigsaw puzzles (knowledge) may be tedious when one is at it.. the result makes one feel a sense of accomplishment..no matter how long it takes..even if the length of time to complete a full puzzle may be longer than others ( as in the pace of studies) when one finally managed to piece the scattered pieces... the complete image becomes a reflection of his/her effort... an image of memory that will always be in her mind.. the longer it takes to complete it.. the longer it stays in the mind... yes... process can get frustrating.. but if one just put aside a little time each day.. the work would be lightened alot.. so i guess examinations and studies works the same way? ok.. i want to be hardworking too.. ahh help...


"It is better to be thought of as a fool, rather than open your mouth to remove all doubt."
- Sent by Bill

ok i agree with this statement.. hope i'll not make the mistake.. ahh..





erm.. how do one change the colour of the scrollbar? wa i think the current one kind of hard to navigate.. haha.. my entry today seems to be long.. haha.. oh well.. can practise.. to make up for my rare entries.. considerably? haha.. oh yeah.. on my way back home today.. i saw my primary school best friend! haha.. ok so we were in the same school all the way to secondary.. BUT due to a bit of conflict we sort of drifted away.. now she is in Victoria Junior College while i went to Temasek Junior College.. haha.. both schools are quite near actually and both of us stays in braddell!!! ok i'm near.. border.. haha.. hope to be able to be close friends again!!! she seems really nice today too.. ok.. she was the one who actually saw me first.. miss those days.. but still like the present.. haha.. so must start to build a better tomorrow.. combine the essence of whats best so that everyday will be a better day!!! haha... hope hope hope... afterall best friends are for life.. i hope it can be.. hope hope hope.... "such are stuff that dreams are made of''-- William Shakespeare


haha.. i always don't know what to write in my blog..hmm.. wonder if anyone would even be reading it in the first place.. haha.. wa.. should learn to have a topic like those politicians... then again.. i seriously doubt my language ability.. what if i happened to type something that sounds offensive.. gee... i don't want to get sued..haha... notice how high Mr Lee Kuan Yew and his son's forehead is? wa i wonder if the height of a person's forehead reveals on their wisedom.. grr.. mine er.. wa i want it to be high too.. haha yay! The prime minister was from the band..haha.. ( at least have one thing in common =p) so cool to brainy...yup! he played the clarinet.. ah i play that for i think one session..it was quite a funny experience.. due to the lack of instruments in the year when i join the band..my friend had to share her clarinet with someone else.. (you wouldn't know how gross it might have if you didn't see the bubbles coming out from the mouth piece yourself) wa no offence.. i mean we were all newbies( though both of us made it a point to keep blowing dry..) haha.. then my fingers were too slender to cover the too big holes.. wa.. it was so hard to try to cover up the holes.. then you know if the holes are not covered and the air escapes the sound might turn from melodious to squeaky? i tried so hard.. that rather than just resting over the holes i was more like depressing my fingers into it in attempt to cover up the holes ( end up with circle marks on my fingers at the end of the session) ha.. then it was still at the selection round whereby the teacher would go around to see who is suitable for the instruments.. hehe.. when it reached my turn i was so freaked out.. afterall they did not teach me at all you know.. then of course i couldn't rely on the covering of right holes to play it.. more like i was using my mouth to control.. (note : i didn't exactly know what it was supposed to sound like) haha.. she sort of like wanted to change and have complains when suddenly the teacher in charge came over and say " wow.. keep her in this section, her notes are unique!" oh my.. i take that as a compliment? haha.. anyway.. though i am grateful to that teacher i escaped to the saxaphone instrument the moment i hear of two empty space.. haha.. while saving my friend from having to share an instrument.. saxaphone has buttons so the width of fingers would not affect the notes..



After a long week of rushing the animation tsubasa chronicles.. the late nights took its toil on me.. wa.. must learn to be disciplined already.. haha.. not like theres are choice i can't find episode 49 which has subtitles... since i wouldn't be able to understand without the subtitles i have no choice but to rest haha.. hmm.. wonder what i should do.. ahh suppose to start on productive work yet.... ahhhhhhh... i want to be a mugger...